On March 31st, 2006..... I lost my best friend..... Mom for everything u gave me..... i thank u. U gave my the courage to b who i am today, even when i fucked up. U would pick me up and dust me off.... and told me there was always tomorrow. And u told me not to b hard on myself for all the mistakes that i made. No one in my life, before or after u, will ever have as much meaning to me as u did. U gave me life. I can never thank u enough!! I regret not telling u daily how much i loved u and just how much u meant to me.... but i think u already knew. Sometimes in life we take the ones we care about for granted. I was selfish and i know i did that. I thought u would always b there, no matter what. But god opened his hands and called u home..... i just wish i had one more day...one more day of "i love u's", just one more day to tell u everything i needed to say, but i didnt, i had to say it at the end. Because of u, i now tell my kids daily just how much i love them. I cant say those words enough. I never regret anything i did for u... and id give up everything i have now, just to have u back. U gave everything u could when daddy passed away and did the best u could to take care of us 3 girls all on ur own...... i just hope i can b half the mom u were. The day i had to tell u good bye, will b forever etched in my mind.... i just hope i did the right thing.... it was the hardest choice ive ever had to make in my life. i want to thank my support system..... Joe..... thanks for being my "rock"..... u mean the world to me and so much more. Mary... thanks for being my shoulder to cry on.... and for knowing just what im going through.... and for being there till the end....... i can never thank u enough.!!! Good friends like u dont come along often enough. Cara,,,, girl what can i say to u..... thanks for staying with me, and listening to me relive the good times.....wow... what a blast. In closing.....dont put off today what u might not have tomorrow to say. I regret it everyday. Peace to all